Sep 14, 2010

Terribly enc-readable

I look in the mirror and all I see is just a blank ugly face staring back at me, 

No emotion, just a single tear.

And yet my brown eyes,
seem to show a slight fear,
as if cursed with pain and regret!
no more joy only hurt.

Although the pain,
I can still see a hint of old happiness from the girl I used to be!
the happy life I used to lead!

I long to be that little girl again
to have no worries no more pain.
to not hate myself like I do now!

But I cant go back.
I know that now.
so I hide my tears! 
hide my frown! 
I hide away from how I’m feeling today!
I hope this pain soon leaves.
and will someone please hear my sad pleads, 
the ones I cry so loud to let my pain out!

No one does.. no one comes to save me!
I’m just left alone!
broken and living a life I no longer want to lead!
For this pain just never leaves!

I look in the mirror and I long too see a happy pretty face staring back at me!
but to me all I see is just a blank ugly face.

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