Maybe the worst thing of all time is loosing a friend...maybe the worst thing ever is remembering that they left you all alone. Trying to talk to them is painful, when they will just blow you off. If not, your a lucky one. “My phone broke, sorry.” “i had no signal.” thinking...is it true, or is it an excuse not to hurt your feelings “Your so annoying, stop talking to me! Don't you get it?!”
Not being the only one it the world that goes through this, not only saying “am I annoying you?” “I'm sorry ill leave you alone if I'm bothering you.” but, what you really want to say is; “Whats your problem? You keep saying you have to go, do you hate me or something?” my hands keep writing this and I cant stop. Boys Vs. Girls. Cats Vs. dogs...or is it Dog's Vs. Cats? 10 pm? Wait what time is? oh....its like 9 pm. I just have to write this too him... “Its late, I need to go...” wait...why do you have to go, you should have done your homework in a specific amount of time. “I'm so busy, sorry. Ill talk soon, bye.” No wonder kids don't get enough sleep with text on there phones, its so much easier to call...i don't feel comfortable talking on the phone...only for certain friends of mine. I have to go....but I want to keep writing...
“Stupid diary.” I shut the book and stretched my neck up and down and herd it crack. I called my diary “The Death Note” I love that manga! I jumped off my bed and slid down the hallway. YES! NCIS is on, though watching it for the past two months its getting annoying. I pulled down my Naruto night cap, so cool! I ran into the kitchen and tried to push my way down to the basement, the dogs were laying all over the floor and blocking my path. Running to go on my laptop, I almost fall down the stairs, fun. “Get off my game system! Did you ask?!” I looked at my sister and brother playing my PS2 system, though I don't ask to touch some of there stuff....but its different when they do it like every day. I was thinking...about what my life would be without them though...it would be scary. Bzz! I reached into my pocket and took out my phone, "hello?" “hi...” the word echoed in my head...i smiled. OH BOY! Its him, what should I say? My mind was blank... "Riaiki...do you want to go to the park tonight?" i paused and was silent, "Riaiki?" I shook my head, "Yes! yes! i do!" I felt like crying tears of joy! "okay, how have you been anyway?" He asked, i was chocked up, "I..Ive been good, been very busy lately..but good! how about you?" I couldnt stop thinking about tonight, i was so excited! "Ive been good, same, with being busy...um i have to go...see you tonight?" i listened and herd him breathing....ahhh he is so cute! "yes! sure! talk to you later! bye bye now!" i put my phone back in my pocket and sat in front of my clock...watching it tick away....it was time already!!! I brushed my hair, did my makeup, brushed my teeth and got changed. it was raining. "GEEZ!! i just did my hair...he won't mind...i don't even have a stupid unbrella!" I ran out the front door and looked back to see if anyone was watching. I ran down the street my clothes starting to get wet from the rain, it was coming down harder and harder as the minutes passed. I saw the park but no guy. I started walking slower and slower and finally stopped at the swings. I looked around, "Came here for nothing, im freezing!" by now my clothes were soaked to the skin! i waited and waited...and waited...and waited. i looked around my hair totally drentched, i sat down on the swing and started to sing a bit... "the world goes around...my heart fills with sound...everything we do together makes it worth my time...because- "Because i love you." i looked around and saw him, my knight in shining armor, soaked, but still handsome. "Ben! you came!" i stood up and walked over. my chance to hug him, it was my chance to say it to him...this was the perfect moment. I looked down and stretched my arms out slowly, he grabbed my body and armorously hugged me. "Your so wet Riaiki..." i looked up trying to see his face but the rain kept going in my eyes, "Your wet too..." He grabbed my face and brought me closer. A kiss. so warm and passionate. His grasp made me warm inside. This was my moment. Standing in the rain...me and my ben...he kissed me again and again. "I...I love you." i finally said it, he took my hand and we ran under the tree where it was dry. "sit down." he said, i put my hand on the tree and slowly sat down. i leaned on him and he put his hands around me... out of all the people in the world, why did he choose...why does he love me like this. I closed my eyes. My view is only in my heart...and his view, well....im not sure.
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